Saturday, December 25, 2010

Back!


Yeah I am back on blogger. It’s been like more than two years since I last blogged… about anything.. why I stopped blogging is something I don’t know coz I don’t know why I started blogging at the first place. Anyways, these two years have been great.. or atleast I think they were great.. not because they were perfect.. but because they were life changing.. I met great people.. I call them great coz they really taught me a lesson for life..

I learnt a lot.. I saw fun..i saw ecstasy. I saw what is it like to get a job.. I saw what is to screw up things. I saw success.. I saw failures.. but most importantly..i saw love..

Yeah.. it was love that  made me understand how complex things are.. the love I saw.. when a friend stood up for a friend..and the love I saw when the same betrayed. I say love.. coz love was the reason of the betrayal.. the love for a certain career and then hating your job  to the core.. the love for a person and then one day you don’t feel it anymore.. We behave a in a certain, most stupid way when we are in love. And then. There comes a time when suddenly we are out of one and into another. Well, I guess most of us have seen all of this… but one thing..that I still haven’t understood is that when do you give up?? And most importantly why should we give up.??

Yeah .. there are times when we all think of giving up on something or someone.. I guess giving up on something is pretty easy (coz you can always get back).. like I gave up blogging and came back :D..
but how do you give up on someone you have loved.  All of you must have had friends who are no longer there with you.. coz of silly fights, distance or may be just big egos.. When do you know its time to give up  the hope .. the hope that one day everything is gonna be fine.. But does that really happen? People say life moves on.. you gotta move on.. etc etc.. what if you are still stuck.. when do you know you have got your closure.. and most importantly.. how do you get a closure.??

Yeap, I have loved a lot and lost out on lots in the past two years.. without having attained the closure.. or giving up.. the hope must burn or may be it shouldn’t..

9 comments:

  1. Welcum back..... !!! nyc xpression.... !!!

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  2. na re.. just wrote it a few minutes back! something wrong with the blogger timer :D

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  3. the hope should never burn.......rather get rid of those feelings and hope will dissolve with time on its own.

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  4. Will continue to read your posts on the blog.. Happy Posting....

    Ankit

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  5. Sigh its often said you should know when to turn a leaf or close the book. Life goes on, its one of the statements I have heard daily in past few months. N I though I know its true I practically hate it. But I wonder what is it to be stuck in life without hope. Hope is important. So keep the lamp burning. It might just light up a new path. Welcome back mam. Hope to read you now. :-)

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