mixed feelings!

Yeah .. we all have amazing times..amazin places..people and memories..memories we create everyday..and never forget.. Weird feelings.. passing through a place and sayin.., "i remember last time i was here when....".and stopping to remind yourself that 'that' part of your life doesn't exist anymore and you have to forget it and make fresh memories..

The most amazing ones are the 'Firsts' of everything.. Your first friend, your first enemy, your first fight,your first crush, your first date, your first kiss.,your first job, your first salary.. We all know how 'the firsts' feel..But mostly..we overlook the fact that the 'first' won't come again.. what if you are forced to forget the first?? Will you ever be able to create the magic of  first ever again..?

Yeah.. i know how you feel now.. thats what you call as mixed feelings.. the feeling when you remember something that made you happy one moment and the next moment you are sad coz you know it ain't gonna happen again..

Human relationships and emotions are so complex that it's impossible to keep them simple. Actually, probably the effort to keep it simple makes it more complex. Can we ever be happy always?? Or have just happy memories..? I don't think so..So i guess i'd be happy if i made it to memories of people.. Be it happy or sad or whatever.. The sad part would be having somebody in your memories..which remind you that you don't exist in theirs..

Yeah i know the post has no flow.. coz its mixed feelings.. and they aren't supposed to have any flow..Duh!! :D